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 The 
          Mind of a Narcissist | 
| Frozen at an early morning hour, the stony hands of the giant, cracked 
        clock commemorate the horror. The earthquake that struck Skopje in 1963 
        has shattered not only its Byzantine decor, has demolished not merely 
        the narrow passageways of its Ottoman past, has transformed not only its 
        Habsburgian waterfront with its baroque National Theatre. The disastrous 
        reconstruction, supervised by a Japanese architect, has robbed it of its 
        soul. It has become a drab and sprawling socialist metropolis replete 
        with monumentally vainglorious buildings, now falling into decrepitude 
        and disrepair. The influx of destitute and simpleton villagers (which 
        more than quintupled Skopje's population) was crammed by central planners 
        with good intentions and avaricious nature into low-quality, hi-rise slums 
        in newly constructed "settlements." Skopje is a city of extremes. Its winter is harsh in shades of white 
        and grey. Its summer is naked and steamy and effulgent. It pulses throughout 
        the year in smoke-filled, foudroyant bars and dingy coffee-houses. Polydipsic 
        youths in migratory skeins, eager to be noted by their peers, young women 
        on the hunt, ageing man keen to be preyed upon, suburbanites in search 
        of recognition, gold chained mobsters surrounded by flaxen voluptuousness 
        - the cast of the watering holes of this potholed eruption of a city. The trash seems never to be collected here, the streets are perilously 
        punctured, policemen often substitute for dysfunctional traffic lights. 
        The Macedonians drive like the Italians, gesture like the Jews, dream 
        like the Russians, are obstinate like the Serbs, desirous like the French 
        and hospitable like the Bedouins. It is a magical concoction, coated in 
        the subversive patience and the aggressive passivity of the long oppressed. 
        There is the wisdom of fear itself in the eyes of the 600,000 inhabitants 
        of this landlocked, mountain-surrounded habitat. Never certain of their 
        future, still grappling with their identity, an air of "carpe diem" 
        with the most solemn religiosity of the devout. The past lives on and flows into the present seamlessly. People recount 
        the history of every stone, recite the antecedents of every man. They 
        grieve together, rejoice in common and envy en masse. A single organism 
        with many heads, it offers the comforts of assimilation and solidarity 
        and the horrors of violated privacy and bigotry. The people of this conurbation 
        may have left the village - but it never let them go. They are the opsimaths 
        of urbanism. Their rural roots are everywhere: in the division of the 
        city into tight-knit, local-patriotic "settlements." In the 
        traditional marriages and funerals. In the scarcity of divorces, despite 
        the desperate shortage in accommodation. In the asphyxiating but oddly 
        reassuring familiarity of faces, places, behaviour and beliefs, superstitions, 
        dreams and nightmares. Life in a distended tempo of birth and death and 
        in between. Skopje has it all - wide avenues with roaring traffic, the incommodious 
        alleys of the Old Town, the proper castle ruins (the Kale). It has a Turkish 
        Bridge, recently renovated out of its quaintness. It has a square with 
        Art Nouveau building in sepia hues. An incongruent digital clock atop 
        a regal edifice displayed the minutes to the millennium - and beyond. 
        It has been violated by American commerce in the form of three McDonald 
        restaurants, which the locals proceeded cheerfully to transform into snug 
        affairs. Stolid Greek supermarkets do not seem to disrupt the inveterate 
        tranquility of neighbourhood small grocers and their coruscant congeries 
        of variegated fruits and vegetables, spilling to the pavement. 1 2 | |